The Edge of Success
As received by Gillian MacBeth-Louthan
Each and everyday you are given pebbles of worry. Whether real or illusionary they land in your body as solid granules of confusion and pain. They sit heavy and you feel less buoyant and denser. Everyday you go forth and you collect more of these pebbles of worry and confusion allowing them to collect in the body anchoring you like a rusty anchor on a sunken pirate's ship. You blindly walk through the passageways of your life entering each door, and each situation without joy only an anxiety.
You were all given programs as a child to grow up and become responsible for your actions, your world, your bills etc. In that residue of responsibility you have been stifled, choking on what you are supposed to do, gasping for fresh air and a second chance. You walk through your mind thinking about an injustice that was done to you, a fear that was given to you, and a word that cut you to the quick. You sit abreast the merry go round of these past injustices changing horses but never getting off the emotional ride. You walk slowly through the maze of reflections trying to figure out why someone said this, why someone did this, why you have not found your true purpose. The mirror effect is amplified by all those in your life. They give to you reference points, beginnings and endings, to monitor the temperature of your learning's. Humanity has sat and licked their wounds not allowing that area of hurt to be healed. Continually focusing on and licking the injustices that one wears as a badge of courage.
Earth is starving for nourishment. Humanity does not always eat from the table of heavenly giving's, They often eat from earthly misgivings. As you come into the understanding that your soul is starving for what truly gives it joy, there will be an awakening. The neuro pathways of your brain have many round-abouts and dead-ends. When you have an insightful thought, an electrical impulse is felt in your brain. Light Energy runs through your body for a moment. Adrenaline spurts in the blood and then the passion waits on your next move your next thought like a contemplative chess player. How many times in your existence have you given up on an idea, an invention, and a love? Your brain has a file cabinet of disappointments. You keep a second biological file of these same failures in your heart. Everything and everyone that ever disappointed or hurt you is kept spinning around in the neural synapses of the brain. You base all of your future experiences on these past inquisitions. You reference the places that you have failed and the places where you were hurt never to enter again.
Each of you tends to sabotage yourself. It is this continual sabotaging that keeps you, running in circles chasing your tail. The 'edge of success' is often booby-trapped for humans. At the very edge of success, there is a field of illusions where any little doubt or fear can grow much quicker like a weed that feeds off the nutrients in the soul. Many times people do not want to succeed because if they succeeded then the next step has to be failure so they skip the middle step and go straight to the gated community of failure.
In these financially astringent times ahead we need to put our petal to the karmic metal and go full speed ahead driving out of the gated community of failure crashing down the fences that have kept us comfortably 'less than.' Times are tough energetically and we are being asked to try harder to make ends meet, to try harder to succeed to try harder to vault over the hurdles of the limitations that now visit us on a daily basis. As the world and the economics of the modern day force you to feel like you do not have enough know in your heart of hearts that God/aka Universe is your unfailing paramount and perfect supply. The Universe does experience lack neither should its creations.
Gillian MacBeth-Louthan| PO box 217| Dandridge, Tennessee 37725-0217| www.theQuantumAwakening.com | TheQuantumAwakening@Gmail.com |
Thursday, July 14, 2011
The Edge of Success