CLIMBING THE MOUNTAINS WITHIN SELF
As received by Gillian MacBeth-Louthan
The end of 2008 asks one to look at their lives, their existence. In
this past year, how strong have you become standing up for your
truths? How strong have you become as the winds of change encircled
your life and forced you, your beliefs, heart and truths out into the
open? Out into the open, naked and exposed for all essences to see
you, to view you, to know you. You all stand here naked as a newly
born child. This new energy, strips away everything you once knew
yourself to be. It strips away all that others told you that you
were. Down to the bare skin and bare truth of who you really are.
You will notice that anything that you believe in that is for your
highest good, crumbles like a cracker.
The Mt. Sinai of your soul comes to beckon you, to stand tall in who
you know yourself to be. Many things around you toss and turn and try
to push you from the very ledge of your life. Whether it is your
body, your health, your job, your relationships, it will be quite a
rocky ride as you walk to the very top of yourself. As you stand at
the very threshold of whom you knew yourself to be and whom you are
becoming. You will free the truths that live within you, proclaiming
them to all people of earth. You will climb to the mount as Moses did
in the time of Biblical recording. Entering and exiting the Mt.
Sinai of self, that is surrounded by the Dead Sea of that which no
longer serves you.
Many places of your being have been scraped away as a barnacle upon a
sea rock. You have lied to yourself on many occasions. You have lied
to yourself about your needs, your wants, your desire, and your
dreams. You have lied to others about such things as well. You have
given in, you have bent, and you have swayed as the willow, instead of
standing mighty as the oak. You have let your acorns of truth fall by
the wayside and they have seeded nothing and no one except you. The
very roots of you desire to be planted in higher aspects of truth, but
you have settled for limitation.
You have gone on a pilgrimage for truth. You have searched for the
Holy Grail. You have found the answers written in the stone, written
in the burning bush, and written in the shroud. You have settled for
these fixed Earthen truths. They have filled the void of your life,
of your heart, of your soul, temporarily. You have come to the
heights of the truths that were available to you and now it is time to
go beyond. It is time to climb the mountains inside yourself, to
receive more, to become more. It is time to elevate your standards,
to elevate your Light, to elevate your dreams. To plant the flag upon
the highest point of self, claiming that highest point of self for all
The self wants to splash about the puddles of emotions, and the
puddles of confusion. The soul strides forward relentlessly with or
without you. who you thought you were is challenged at every
intersection. the very apex of your dreams morphs into something else.
The womb of your humanness is ready for new seed, and new truths. It
is time to get the soil of your soul ready for new planting. Seeds of
far off truths are planted on Earth. Seeds of a fruit that comes
beyond your knowledge and expertise. Seeds of a future yet to be
felt. These new mountings of truth will be etched upon the walls of
your life. Look at them , walk around them, touch them, think about
them. Give yourself time to digest the unknown. Now it sounds
frightening what is being issued to humanity. It is not frightening,
it is just unknown. It has not been thought of before, nor has it
been experienced. It lives not in the human consciousness, in the
human memory. It is time to resurrect a new you, a new zenith to your
existence, a new apex to your personal mt Everest.
You walk into the Christed presence of who you are, of what you can
do, of what you are here for. This Divine Expectation is issued in the
now, not the tomorrow. Many of you still feel you have not earned your
Christ light, the seamless garment of your divinity. The rising within
you, is as a river that rises past its boundaries, as a stream that
decides to become a river. As an ocean that decides to reclaim land
that was once at the bottom of it everything comes to the surface.
At the surface perimeter everything pushes past what it once was. The
weather does it, your lakes do it, your land does it, and so do you.
You can not sit upon your hands as a child who is afraid to create.
You can not sit upon your haunches pondering the questions of the
Universe, pondering your future, your next move. A quickening, an
acceleration, an expansion, a transformation enters thru the doorway
of you. In some this will take the format of shifts in every aspect
of who you once knew yourself to be. If what you are no longer serves
you, it will not stand tall enough to live through the light of a new
The mountain is in front of you and you must move it. It is not
something that blocks you. It is not something that stops you. It is
not something that threatens you, and it is not something that
punishes you. What stands in front of you as a ‘seemingly
insurmountable mountain’ is the part of you that knows it can move
mountains, that knows it can part seas, that knows it can fly. That
so-called mountain that stands in front of you is there to remind you
of your magic and latent abilities. What seems as an obstacle is
truly an opportunity and gift.
Everything of Earth is issued to humanity as a gift from the Creator.
Look at the mountains, or shall we say, the molehills that you have
made into mountains. Look at all of the hours of thinking about that
molehill that has created and manifested such a lovely mountain. Look
at all the fear that you have stood upon, and all the limitation you
have climbed upon, to create that mountain in front of you. Look at
all the work hours you put into it by your thoughts, by your words,
your actions, and by your reactions to what was given to you as life.
I as Michael, bring you these truths to strengthen your immune system
to all the viruses of human thinking. To strengthen the parts of you
that have grown weak and tired in fighting your life. You often look
at your life like a dragon. Spending excessive amounts of time and
energy in slaying that dragon. Yet the dragon wished you no harm. You
slay all things that come before you, that you do not understand. You
slay life. You slay opportunities. You slay growth, and you slay love.
Look at your words! Look at your thoughts! You enter into a
threshold, a hallway in the very house of the Universe, the very house
of the Creator that you did not know was there. You venture down into
different rooms of self. You open doorways to experiences beyond your
imagination, beyond your perception and beyond your wildest
expectations. Look at what you have created in AWE. Look at what is
issued by the Creator above in AWE. You are so much more than you
ever thought. These places that you go, these experiences you are
issued… we, the angels, have not experienced. Our hallways have
always been the same. The places we walk, what we experience has
always remained the same. For you, it is different. Cherish that
difference. I am Michael. I take your leave
PO box 217
Saturday, December 20, 2008
CLIMBING THE MOUNTAINS WITHIN SELF